落魄模樣。
晴川眼裡有血絲，握著拳頭，劍拔弩張。看到她出來，才略有緩和地道別。
深深有幾分莫名，但看著兩人臉色都極差，也就沒問，匆匆走了。
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兩天後深深興沖沖地帶了好吃的跑去看Christine，開門卻正看到墨琛正將一枚戒指戴在她手上。
“趙趙~”她眼裡有光，笑容羞澀，“你來啦。”
“啊，真不好意思。”深深猶豫著要不要退出去。
“我們正好有好訊息要宣佈，”楚墨琛握著Christine的手半跪在她床邊，“我和Christine，我們要結婚了。”
“那真是太好啦，真要恭喜你們啊！”
她不記得她是怎麼笑著祝福的，是怎麼告辭的，又是怎麼走到醫院外，沒有方向地走著。
街上不知哪家店正在放歌。Missy Higgins，深深喜http：//www。345wx。com歡的歌手。這首《Where I stood》她從前聽過，但好像都不如今天這麼動人。
“I don't know what I've done
Or i I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honeyyou know me it's all or none……”
她牽起一絲笑，是啊，all or none。
“
There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I ound mysel listening
'Cos I dont know who I am； who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know i I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood”
她順著街道，往那音樂的方向走，一切漸漸明晰。
“
See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a ight
And I think I am just as torn inside
”
……
歌聲漸進，可是世界離她遠去了。
“And I won't be ar rom where you are i ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust mysel and so I say to you
This is what I have to do”
……
最後一個音符還未落，深深看到遠處有人衝她揮手喊著什麼。可是來不及聽清，強烈的鈍痛從頭頂襲遍全身，有東西在她身邊碎開來。“嘩啦啦。”清脆的很好聽。她緩緩倒在地上，又鹹又燙的東西沿著頭皮流下，接著，她便失去了僅存的一點意識……
To be continued……
作者有話要說：誰說我長得白，可愛，聰明，思維敏捷，我就跟誰好~
楚墨琛：……
趙深深：……