fs and ways covered with soot…grimed snow under the ghastly fog…pall; and; whilst I lay there in my bed; that woman had been led out and hanged……hanged。 I thought with horror of the possibility that I might sicken and die in that wilderness of houses; nothing above me but 〃a foul and pestilent congregation of vapours。〃 Overe with dread; I rose and bestirred myself。 Blinds drawn; lamp lit; and by a blazing fire; I tried to make believe that it was kindly night。
V
Walking along the road after nightfall; I thought all at once of London streets; and; by a freak of mind; wished I were there。 I saw the shining of shop…fronts; the yellow glistening of a wet pavement; the hurrying people; the cabs; the omnibuses……and I wished I were amid it all。
What did it mean; but that I wished I were young again? Not seldom I have a sudden vision of a London street; perhaps the dreariest and ugliest; which for a moment gives me a feeling of home…sickness。 Often it is the High Street of Islington; which I have not seen for a quarter of a century; at least; no thoroughfare in all London less attractive to the imagination; one would say; but I see myself walking there……walking with the quick; light step of youth; and there; of course; is the charm。 I see myself; after a long day of work and loneliness; setting forth from my lodging。 For the weather I care nothing; rain; wind; fog……what does it matter! The fresh air fills my lungs; my blood circles rapidly; I feel my muscles; and have a pleasure in the hardness of the stone I tread upon。 Perhaps I have money in my pocket; I am going to the theatre; and; afterwards; I shall treat myself to supper……sausage and mashed potatoes; with a pint of foaming ale。 The gusto with which I look forward to each and every enjoyment! At the