ure； genial affections。 This was a blessing； bright； vivid； and exhilarating；—not like the ponderous gift of gold： rich and wele enough in its way； but sobering from its weight。 I now clapped my hands in sudden joy—my pulse bounded； my veins thrilled。
“Oh； I am glad！—I am glad！” I exclaimed。
St。 John smiled。 “Did I not say you neglected essential points to pursue trifles？” he asked。 “You were serious when I told you you had got a fortune； and now； for a matter of no moment； you are excited。”
“What can you mean？ It may be of no moment to you； you have sisters and don’t care for a cousin； but I had nobody； and now three relations；—or two； if you don’t choose to be counted；—are born into my world full…grown。 I say again； I am glad！”
I walked fast through the room： I stopped； half suffocated with the thoughts that rose faster than I could receive； prehend； settle them：… thoughts of what might； could； would； and should be； and that ere long。 I looked at the blank wall： it seemed a sky thick with ascending stars；—every one lit me to a purpose or delight。 Those who had saved my life； whom； till this hour； I had loved barrenly； I could now benefit。 They were under a yoke；—I could free them： they were scattered；—I could reunite them： the independence； the affluence which was mine； might be theirs too。 Were we not four？ Twenty thousand pounds shared equally would be five thousand each； justice—enough and to spare： justice would be done；—mutual happiness secured。 Now the wealth did not weigh on me： now it was not a mere bequest of coin；—it was a legacy of life； hope； enjoyment。
How I looked while these ideas were taking my spirit by storm； I cannot tell； but I perceived soon that Mr。 Rivers had placed a chair behind me； and was gently attempting